”So where was I ?” ”Oh yeah ”! RIP John Thomas . During my elementary days I always knew I was a gifted child. I had so much confidence . I loved writing songs , plays stories . I even tried to act them out . I had oodles of imaginary friends in my head . Like most little girls . I talked to myself , played by myself , sang by myself. I was special and I knew it deep inside my soul . Late at night I would watch classical movies from ages 6 to now . I am talking real Hollywood stars from ;from Fred Astaire , Elvis, Jerry Lewis , Humphrey Bogart , Marilyn Monroe . The list goes on and on . I use to rehearse all the scripts and use my dolls as props and extras . I even taught myself how to kiss by using my dolls . (funny). And I had every single posters of every star posted on my wall from Beverly Johnson to Cheryl Tiegs ,Janice Dickerson the Jackson Five ,etc..My wall became my movie my writing pad . Got my ass whooped from doing so much of it. But I didn’t care I still created a world of my own . It helped me get through the dysfunctions in my household . But that’s another story . You can read about it in my next blapter part 2.